I try my hardest to have faith in whatever I do in life. Lets face it, faith is comforting. Knowing that there is a higher being that is looking over us is encouraging- well, at least it is for me.......or was.
I was super excited about possibly starting a new job. I went in for a group interview, got a call exactly two hours later to come back in for a second interview and what do you know, I didn't get the job. Mind you, I had had my faith the entire time. Faith that God would help. Faith that God would realize how desperate I was for a permanent position where I could began my career. Faith that he would realize how much of a failure I felt I was.........
But my faith failed me. It made me think that perhaps.......just maybe faith no longer existed.
I try my best to be a good person and although I have made countless mistakes in my past, I have tried to come up from that and make the best out of my current predicament.
Why does it seem like God rewards those who do bad things? Coming from a religious standpoint (because I know there are millions of people who believe in other things which is fine :)) but why does it seem like the ones who don't deserve receive?
My faith has dwindled and I no longer feel like the faith I had was real. I no longer feel like there is someone watching over me and looking out for my best interest.
My faith seems gone.........
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